So you know when you're running a race and you are on your last 100 meters before the finish line and you're supposed to just push all the way through until you've completely passed the finish line? A kind of finish strong, type deal?
Well, image the race as the end of the school year and me, the runner, slowing down right in front of the finish line. Not finishing strong, not going all the way through, coming so close, but falling short.
That is basically how I've been feeling these past three weeks. I just can't seem to get it together and its pretty much been like this all semester. Ah.. I don't even know. I can't even put a word on how I feel physically and mentally. I guess I'm just exhausted/lazy? I feel like crap most days and I just really don't feel like 'being'. I'm pretty much in summer mode right now, and that isn't good. I still have finals. And I'm still coming home, not doing anything, taking 2-3 hour naps ,watching the NBA Finals, and not doing any school work.
Isn't this week supposed to be Dead Week? What ever happened to that?
"I feel like crap-week"
Monday 5/18- Transition Liturgy:
So today was the Transition liturgy. Last day of school for seniors. The school is preparing to transition into the next year and everyone is moving a level up. Its all kind of weird. I was called for a BRIC Brother interview to become a Tio later that day.
Tuesday 5/19- Track Banquet and Cafe Mots:
School is boring. Normal biz. I did, however, find out that I was selected to be a Tio for BRIC Brothers! Whooo! I still can't believe teachers are assigning project and test! I really don't feel like doing anything for school anymore. Today I've gotten about three passes, its ridiculous. I think next year, I'm going to save up all my passes throughout the year just to see how many I can get. Anyway, after school Lynn and I stayed after for the track banquet. It was pretty boring. We stayed for the food, but then left right after to go to Cafe Mots, since it was the last one of the year. It was my first time, and I've got to say it was pretty cool. I think I'm going to go to a few more next year. The banquet took a long time, and I even stood next to Ronnie Lott for a bit. Hahah.
Wednesday 5/20- Student Council Meeting:
Gah, wake up early to be at school at 730am for my first Student Council meeting of the year. I pretty much had the most boring morning because I basically didn't do anything all day. My day consisted of school at 730am, Collaboration until school started-doing nothing, 1st class watching a movie, then lunch. I basically had no thinking until after lunch, where I had boring math and then religion. Why am I at school? Really?
Anyway, in my last class of the day, I was called in for the induction ceremony for BRIC Brothers. I'm going to have to much to do for Junior year, its ridiculous. Student Council, BRIC Brothers, International, Photography, possibly the year book. I'm going to be BUSY.
After school I had to take Allison and Katelyn back to our house. We played basketball for a bit and then went back to school for Work Grant Meeting. I didn't get to stay for Final, Final Concert.
Thursday 5/21- Stress
So it has hit me of how much next year is gonna suck. Eric is leaving. Aaron and Raiden are gone. Seniors are out. School is gonna be crap. Its just gonna be me and Christian.
Whoopdidoo.
Friday 5/22/
So we are finally allowed to park in the junior parking lot. Its pretty cool. Mimi went to Reno for the weekend for basketball. Christian and Matt weren't at school. The day was pretty boring. Teachers cramming in tests and projects right before finals weeks.
I saw Angels&Demons. It was pretty good.